WOO!YAY!


i left 26 pages of english crap!

WOOHOO!im going to die tomorrow!



i need kindsouls here! :(

HELLOHELLO.im tired and pissed.but im okay.

band practices.

yesterday's was super unpleasant.it turns out bad
and the whole day was black.attitude and all the
kana sai comes out.i see true colours in people in their
worst situation

darn.if you dont know my 101% of effort put into
each and every practice,then i think you have no rights
to comment,no rights to criticise.if the day sums up to
zero,and you have learnt nothing all day because you
are too busy fuming,then i think its about time u start
to move along.

if you are hungry for one,then put in your best effort
and show what you are capable of.because whining away just
waste time.if you think you are good enough,or if you
think your juniors are unimportant,than GOOD.
leave it that way.i will clean up your mess.

dont you worry.

darn.it started badly,ended worse.im not really
into winning this fight now.


today's


if you are still going to turn head when going for
sectionals and whatsoever,im fine with it.i have
never met anyone who would be angry for a little
thing for hours non stop.

well.i wont care if you show me attitude.i dont care
what you think,or whether im not up to standard.i
wont give a damn if you tell the whole entire universe
about this thing and how right u are.

all i care now is putting in my best effort every prac,
getting a good sound and pushing my limits.what i do,
will be what i am.what you say,will only arouse suspicion.

im worried and pissed now.im trying to find a way to
answer these questions.are you going to set up your
juniors' instruments until they graduate?

it all starts from you.

i really dont know what to do now,

about your attitude and thursdays.


its really fine if you have your own little sectionals.
i can clean up your mess.

im tired and pissed.


PISSED as in MAD.

dang! :(

one.


heh.deleted my last blog by accident and i dont know how to
use the blogskin template thing now.dang dang dang!i shall stick
to this skin FOREVER.im mad and pissed.PISSED!

lets not mind the forever part.

anyway.last morning was one of my most embarrassing mornings
i've ever been through.or slept through.i didnt walk on grass.i walk
on concrete paftway all the way to school.darn!

now im a ultimate paranoid,checking my shoes every now and then.

then there was this uninformed higher chinese test that i think
i totally flunk in it.i invented a few words and i my blanks adds up
to fail.however hard i want higher chinese,i think im just not
smart enough.i think my memory lacks initiative.


two.


WOO!i am seriously in love with geography.heh.and the teacher
said i am smart.SMART you know!haaha.haahaha.

went for band prac after school.skipped lunch for some reasons.
aw man!i really want a male junior.it makes me lonely to think
i will be the only male left for at least a year after the sec 4s step
down.i couldnt play loud or sound good today because i had a
really,really,really empty and whining stomach.


RANDOM.

-YAY!its tomorrow!(:
-givenup-altogether.blogspot is no longer in use.
-i love listening to THE ALL-AMERICAN REJECTS!
-im playing it ends tonight-the all-american rejects now.
-im poor but ppl around the earth owe my money.
-now dirty little secrets-th all-american rejects.
-i can wake up at 8 tomorrow and still be on time!WOO!




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