Fix You.

"when you get what you want, but not what you need."
"stuck in reverse"

how much do i need you? just asking this question is a crime and there
is no way i can tell you how much i need you. i would throw away my dignity,
get laughed at by your friends and being look down upon by the whole fucking
world but i'll still wait for you.

even if you loved another guy. am i stupid?

even if you are married. what about now?

even if you hate me forever. yes?

because if you finally realised that i'm the one you need too, at least i will be there.
and if you never come to realise it, at least i loved you all my life.

-the course of true love is never easy.

"and the tears come streaming down your face, when you lose something
you can't replace"
"when you lose someone you can't replace"
"could it be worse?"

i never thought i would have to live through days like these. weeks and months
without you. but i thought i'd wait and see if you'd come back to me. today i tried
and cried. tomorrow i will run into the same wall again. until i finally break this
fucking wall between us. i will break my head and lose my soul as long as my
heart is still intact and i could still love you for another day.
For you see i love you more everyday, today more than yesterday and less than
tomorrow.
If you lived to be a hundred, i want to live to a hundred minus one day, for i
never want to live without you.

drunk and sleepless nights. long hours of wait accompanied by fruitless endings.
running away from home. i had my fill. so what? so what? you gave me so much more.
you were everything i wanted.

now you back to your wild, ugly side of thirteen. even if you threw me away
for someone, even if people call you a slut, even if you hit rock bottom, i promise, i
will always wait for you. i won't go anywhere. i will never ask for anyone but you.









"and i will try to fix you"