this week feels like shit.at first i thought it was still holiday this week.
then i realised i was back in tht school everyweek during the 'holidays'.
tht school.filled with young adults sick in the mind.young adults.infacted
with diseases but working in a hospital.ironic?sadly its true.what they
saw ugly in others,they missed themselves.



and yessss.i expected to get an earful when i reached school this morning.
but why the hell do i care so much about things not worth my while?i
apologised like hundred-and-one times.but you are still unhappy.its always
about oneself and oneself feeling.one cannot live in this world alone.

thats sick.and whats more sickening is that i made the effort to copy out a
whole damn sheet of paper in longhand when i couldnt borrow one for the
mahines to do the job.and for that i get a ticket for the second lecture of the
morning.you guys get a raise or something if you scold people in the morning?




a good one make sure all of her agrees with her ways of doings.one left out
and you are just as good as shit.whenever things go wrong.just point fingers.
cover your sins,abuse your status.im just a human seeking for education.what
can i do?i think its time i rebel and stood up for rights.you let off someone else
with similar mistake.the whole class heard and saw wtf happened.then you
gave some dumb reason.



i dont care.its not worth it.you still have your pay.

well,hah.let me tell you this.i dont fucking care what you feel man.
and you werent paid enough to care for us either,so why bother?



i dont care if i go dc.its not my fault anyway.i apologised.you punished
me thrice.and you call ppl to sms me to tell me you not happy.wtf is this?
i wont go back to school just to make your day laah,dumb.








what?want war arh?fuck.

WOOOOOOOOOHOOOOOOOO!



heavy rain.cold nights.good reason to stop doing all those dumb homework
and go to sleep.IF ONLY theres this such rule in spore.then ppl will be like
pouring water all over?



hmmm..i left LITTLE of EVERYTHING.which make up most of my cold nights.
so yeah.drank a LITTLE of redbull just now which gives my just about enough
energy to last through this homework-ful night.




shouldnt have went jamming just now.but it WAS enjoyable.until i SUDDENLY,
YES SUDDENLY,like WHOOSH! and thought about my hw.wahlauwey.i chinese
like kanasai alr still must push myself and think of 800 words.EIGHT HUNDRED.
eight hundred as in e-i-g-h-t h-u-n-d-r-e-d. no minus no divide.can times and plus.
and a clean sheet of chinese paper to complete.WHY?i will tell you why.BECAUSE
THERE IS NO WHY.THATS WHY.


i wan to sleep at midnight man!but i calculated tht if i dont go school tmrw,i MIGHT
make it for the very next midnight! cool right? ._. and then theres this whole lot of
composition junk which i had started off with 'WARNING!THIS IS MIDNIGHT'S
WORK.BEWARE OF CRAP AND FOUL LANGUAGE.' i tried my best NOT to include
any.




and then theres those one-thousand-and-one sheeps waiting for me to count
them over the fence.



and theres this 'i really dont feel like doing anything RIGHT NOW' feeling stuck
in my head.



but the very first sheep had alr lifted his second toe on his right foot.

and then he hesitates and puts it down again.

then theres this sort of pit-pat sound on my glass panel.which sounds ten times
more like lullaby evey second into the tuesday morning.eaaaaaarly,early morning.


TOO LATE.THE FIRST SHEEP IS OVER THE FENCE.GAMEOVER.SLEEP.



now thats the best thing that ever happened on this early tuesday morning!(:

HEY KIDS!
IVE DECIDED!
IF I DONT FINISH ALL THESE CRAP BY MIDNIGHT,I SHALL STOP,DROP AND ROLL ON MY BED.







i mean it._.

ITS SUNDAY.HAPPY FATHERS DAY! ._.


ooookay.didnt get anything for dad cos im dead broke.broke as in 5 bucks.
but its ooooooooooooookay.as long as i did something for my dad and that is
_______ and ________. yaah.got heart can alr.

so after ______ and _______,i went to my cousins house and it was..ermm..dull
but fun?yesss.and the good reason behind this is that my extra-ordinary cousin
thinks that 8 hours of fun was not enough so he was like 'ahya so little time,dont waste
time alr' all day and evening.hmm..emo-kid huh?lols.




soooooo.after i reach there he was like dragging me to his xbox console to check
out his new game.and i thought it would be ooookay if i played along.its soccer.
im good.so you know wad happens next.halfway through all the matches we TRIED
to play,he would press 'start' then 'restart match'. yeah.haaha.but it was coool.

then i to watched 'letters from iwo jima'.or rather,TRIED to watched it peacefully
but was dragged occasionally to watch 'charlotte's web'._.

me 'eh.i want to watch this man.you go watch that.'
cousin 'BUT THATS THE JAPANESE POINT OF VIEW!YOU ARE AN ALLIED.'
me (lying) 'look!look!allied bombings now!'
cousin 'you lair!you are a japanese soldier.'


and he went back to watch the spider spinning webs again.with me trailing behind._.
cute huh.i watched the show once alr.thats why.



then dinner.lots of chicken!haaha.then we were talking and my cousin was
suuuuuuuper funny and cute.he wanted me to stay overnight so we will
have more time to have fun.and this is how it goes.

cousin 'why not you stay overnight?then my dad drive you to school early in
the morning laah.'
me 'yes.i will if i have my band-tee with me right now.'
aunt 'huh?panty?'
cousin 'then dont bathe laah!'


HAAHA.i was laughing all the way.and theres another one about our
primary school.

me 'huh?your band one month 3 times arh?my band has 3 practises every week.
wad is your school?'
cousin 'i dont wan to say laah.its v embarrassing.'
me 'why?wads so embarrassing?my primary school name rhymes with toufu'
cousin 'so wad?my primary school sounds like laosai'
me (thought he was joking) 'wad is his school name?really laosai meh?'
aunt 'yaah.lakeside,laosai maah.'


haaha.can go start comedy laah he.then after that we went to the pool
it was okay.he was on me like i was a walker and we were 'walking around
the deep blue ocean' dodging 'sea mines' ._. ahaaha.


hah.and yesssssss.we went back around 930.was drove by my uncle.
and he was sad until he 'couldnt bear to say goodbye'.haaha.emo!
dont worry child!i will come back faster than you can say 'christmas'! [:




so thats my day. :/ its 1210 now.monday.i couldnt sleep so i guess i
shall do holiday homework now.and feel the 'man zu gan'.yeah. :/

one.



yaah.i got comment on SOMEONE.say my blog die alr.
yesssssssssssss.im here to bring joy._.


BRATHER,GOOD LUCK FOR TMRW ARH! haaha.

arh see!i also v good.lols.




yessss.i cant believe it.i actually finish more than a quarter of my holiday
homework by th second week. woo!yeah. i feel the joy of completing homework.





two.


i went for band today and my sound was like __ laah. after exam?or everytime like
that? ._. im going to sustain notes again.

im SUPPOSE to do more homework after band.but then i was damn tired
and just slept away my whole afternoon.damn.and i have to go my cousin
house tmrw cos he irritates me alot?that sound so wrong but actually it is
correct.and tmrw is happy 24 hours for all dads around this earth.


wahlauwey.i only got 5 bucks._. dead broke can.and i still owe ____ 10 bucks.
ahya.forever owing ppl money laah.





and yes.its 604800 secs without sms-ing.

YAH.its been looooooong!but im here.dont worry!theres no sugar!
long like 4 days._.anyway.i can sleep and th time now is one-thirty!
yaaaaaaaaaaaaaayeeeee._. see?innocent face.haaha

RANDOM.

yeah!tmrw go bird park see bird.ahaaha.birdbird laah.




ohshit.my house v quiet now.then i suddenly think of all th HAPPY ghost stories
my friend told me about.WHY?WHY THIS TIME.ohmytian.



i want to eat cheese now.i dunno why.



YESSSSS!YESSS!YEEEEEEEES!

NOOO!NO!NOO!

._.



yaaaaaaaah.nothing to post lea.come here reply tags huh.yaah.



SANDRA: yaah.long time no see.saw u at bus just now._.

XINYI:YES.she got ask me.ask wad?

RUOHAN:oi moustache.HAAHA.kidding.i will never play tht dumb game again.but i will still disturb you.GOOD LUCK arh. :D

HUISZE:no,huisze,no.thts an orange-painted watermeleon._.

PINRONG:BOO!pinrong reject laah.gahaaha.

CARINN:no,carinn,its oooookay!haaha :D

VARINA: wad.ARE YOU SPEAKING ENGLISH? 'cos wad u say dosent ring a bell.haaha.

GUESS WHO: I DUNNO! :D huh?cannot be farah right?TAH-DAH.update alr.





patrick -once there was a little boy that was so ugly tht everyone died.the end.

haaha.was watching spongebob a while ago.

hmm..someone told me to do this.i think im veeeeeeeeery last but nvm.here goes.





1. Start Time : 12.32am.
2. Name : RUIJING?
3. Nickname : something to do with fruits._.
4. Astrology sign : Aries baa!
5. Gender : boy
6. Hair color : pink with black strips
7. Eye color : white with black dots
8. Height : i need to bend down when i go out of the mrt.HAAHA.
9. Favorite color : blue.
1o. Glasses : no.
11. tattoos : yeah.one on my butt.
12. Birthplace : singapore lo.
13. Area code : umm..392843984573897985?
14. TRUE friends : hmm..theres this dog i saw in spca.really cute.counts?



******HAVE YOU EVER*****
15. cut your own hair? : huh,no.
16. Done something in the past regret? : yeah.i should have drink coffee instead of tea just now.
17. Have you ever met someone you were not supposed to? : umm..th guy in my dream tht keep on chasing me for no reason?
18. Skipped school? : only 928753495749 times :D
19. Bungee jumped? : yes.
2o. Punched someone? : no have laah.
21. Cheated on someone? : 10 bucks yeah!
22. Been arrested? : i want laah.
24. Broken into someones house? :i also want.
24. Been to a funeral? : yeeees
25. Used a lighter? : yes.



*****FAVORITE*****
26. Season : summer
27. Icecream flavour : chocolate with chocolate fudge.
28. School subject(s) : GEO!GEO!GEO!
29. Candy : got candy take laah.still wan choose meh?
3o. Breakfast : cerel lo.
31. Juice : grape lo.
32. Book(s) : theres this book tht say brick is stronger than twigs and straw.and wolves can only eat 2 pigs.
33. Movie(s) : pirate lo.
34. Song(s) : mary had a lil lamb
35. Letter(s) : a
36 Favorite fast food restaurant : :/ kfc?mac?longjohn?
37.Disney princess : pass
38. TV station : i dunno.
39. Name for a son : pass
40. Name for daughter : pass



******DO YOU PREFER*****
41. Chocolate or Vanilla? : chocolate
42. Alcholic or not? : root beer.acting man.haaha
43. Scary movies or comedies? : comedies lo.
44. Short or long hair? : i look like girl arh?
45. Croutons or bacon bits? : bits.





******FIRST THINGS THAT COME TO MIND******
46. Mexicans in general : mexico?
47. School : shit laah.havent fin homework.nvm.go school copy.
48. Grass : cows._.
49. Cow : grass?._.
5o. Canada : that red maple leaf.
51. Mouse : cheese!
52. Hands : yeap.they are clean.




******THE PAST 3 DAYS, HAVE YOU******
53. Watched a movie? : at home watch lo.
54. Talked on the phone?: johnny boi just called and asked me if i could play maple now.
55. Cried? : no.im strong!
56. Choked?: yess._.and im alive here answering your questions
57. Drank a glass of water? : yaah.
58. Done drugs? : yes.thts why im arrested.
59. Read a book or magazine? : i TRIED.
6o. Watched TV? : YES.i will die without it
61. Looked in the mirror? : i say no you believe?haaha.
62. Taken a shower? : see above.
63. Taken a picture? : yes.yesterday at shangri-la.
64. Listened to music? : YES.i will die without it.
65. Kissed someone? : no.
66. Told someone you liked them : no.
67. End time : 1240am.



fast right?hah.i anyhow do.what comes in mind just type down.

YESS!havent gone to blogger.com for like 3948563298576954 hours
and here i am trying to revive my blog. ahlamak.



oookay.yeah.yaah.yaah.umm..arh.



i woke up at TEN.yesssssss.TEN.then i on my com then i think i dozed off
in front of it because the night before was a very looooooong and tired night.




after tht.i went to police day parade.we were suppose to meet people at one in
yishun mrt platform but i was still changing at one.and yeah,my sis was like
cursing merrily.hah.no laah.she kajiao me wan me be quick lorh.and when we
reach there at TEN PAST ONE,we saw no one.and then yeah,i was cursing merrily
at my sis.yes.its true this time,i am cursing._.


and during the whole trip,reshma and my sis was busy play some dumb jewel gem
game on reshma phone.i was like half-asleep.the reason why im not totally alseep is
because im standing._. yes.and i was like zzzzzzzzz..and saying sorry to people when
my head accidentally knock them.i was super tired.



ookay.then we reach there.and i saw the police band and their not-so-young looking
drum major and players.and their bagpipers?hmm..very funny laah.but they
look goood when they march.haaha.right.and i ACCIDENTALLY got hook on to tht
dumb jewel gem game during the parade.my highscore was initialy SECOND.
but SOMEBODY NOT HAPPY.MUST BEAT ME TWO TIMES then happy.hah.then
in the end i was fifth and last in the highscore.reshma was first._. haaha.






then i reach home and makan lo.then watch some show.then suddenly not tired.
cool man.tmrw band at eight fiften.now its twelve fifteen.too bad,too sad.i
cant sleep.










i messed us up.we are not like before.i am going to make us right again.
but would u try to listen?or am i just a breeze to your ear?