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Tuesday, June 09, 2009,

suddenly i want the man u poster. but, ah well, nevermind i'm careless to lose it.
what's new? i lost something again! it's very fustrating i can't find it anywhere.
it's okay this is what i'm good at. losing things, destroying things.

so really, what's new? damn, maybe they should blame me on something else.
like the man who died in the car crash.
like everybody's results.
like judgement day. yeah, what about that? that's new.

hold your tongue, i thought. i speak this way beacuse i'm just depressed.
yeah, maybe. maybe it's really all my fault.


2 goals in 2 games today. i should kick more. makes me feel better.




your hands are mine to hold.
no more. all because of stubborness and hasty decisions.

11:42 PM